If I had a quote that is supposed to represent this summer it would be the one by Mr. Einstein. My goal was to relax and not stress these few months. I know what is coming. Dental Hygiene school....Yeah I am freaking out. But everyday I am reminded of the stress that will be my future in just 2 very extremely short months.
Every time I sign on to the wonderful world of facebook there is a new friend requests made by the other young ladies that will be entering into the program with me. After I see the friend requests it pops into my mind that I still have no apartment lined up. That I don't have everything I need for that apartment. That no matter how much I don't want to admit it I am not ready to move out of my childhood home. That I am scared out of my mind to face the crazy tests that are going to be coming my way. O dear Lord I need some prayer. Even now I feel like crying. I hate stressing out.
Side Note: Do you know what I realized the other day??? That when I move out this August it could very well be the last time that I live in my childhood home. A year from now I could be engaged....maybe possibly.... not so sure about that one. But it is a possibility. And if that is true than I will be married the summer after I graduate from dental hygiene school (if everything goes as planned). Yeah that is CRAZY!!!!!
This is my dream y'all. To be a hygienist. I just have to go through schooling. I Can and WILL do this!
What a negative post. I hope to have a more positive report next time blog world.
Please pray for me.
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