Thursday, June 30, 2011

Egg Shells

I feel like I have been walking on Egg shells for 22 years now. I am tired of being careful. Maybe you can tell by the way I say what I think now. I am especially tired of walking on egg shells at this point in my life.

I am so so excited to be engaged to William. Especially at this time in my life I refuse to walk on egg shells. Every plan I have made so far I have worried what if, what if I hurt someone? For instance the dresses I am trying on...What if they look like something you are already looking at? O man I am so tired of it. I am ready to just bee planning my wedding the way I want to and not be worried about the eggshells.

I am not longer being careful and walking on eggshells...I am going to start dancing on the egg shells. Doing what I want for William and MY wedding. I will no longer worry about what you are doing.

I am not longer responsible for any ones feelings but my own.


That being said... I am so so excited! It is now less than a year until I get married :). We have made so many strides to that day already! We have put a deposit down on the theater where the reception will be held. I have looked at dresses for the first time. I have pretty much made the decision of which style I am wearing. I can't wait to tell everyone all about what the plans are. Man I am so so excited!!! :)